Bloated.

Shall skip today's procedure. No mood to type. I hated korean dramas or in fact many other dramas. When dramas always come to the place where they fall in love romantically or they made through alot before getting together or when the guy is handsome or cool or the parts that will make you cry like hell. Everytime after each show's ending I will keep on thinking if someone would be like this to me how nice would it be? But reality is always reality. I cannot change a thing that is straight become a thing that bends. I can't.

Just like what SeeHian told me. Since you already decided to confess then you should already know how to face it. True. I was so stupid. Maybe I shouldn't have ask you that. But since I did I am also relieved because I lay down a rock which is in my heart. I am like a fool, I always think that it is ok even if I get hurt by you. I was so nice to you because I wanted to. Even if you get speechless I would try to make you talk. I would always not give up until the last minute until you said yes or no. Many people say I am mad because of all the things I have did for you, but even if it is like this I don't mind.

You always leave me with no place to avoid. You know my weakness. Even if its a smile that you gave me I will still be happy. I prepared many things for you but is all wasted. I will love you until the day you find someone to protect you instead of me. I will remain the same for you even if you leave without saying goodbye because I am a fool.