Never Ending

BYE

2010-10-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

I have a new blog link! :D happy finding k. Will leave this blog to rot! (: Starting afresh.

Feel

2010-10-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

I feel like changing blog link. So that not much people know. I will only tell some of you if I change. Some better one's, some close one's.

I still miss you. Dreamt of you two times in a row. I don't know how long can I carry on. I seemed emo. But no worries, I am only this emo when I am alone. With my friends it is hard to emo. I have taken the first step in moving on and let you go.

I really hope that after I have get over you we can still be friends. I don't wanna lose you even as a friend. I wish~ I wish~ I wish~

Ok never mind. BYE!

几时才能学会放下？

2010-10-20T10:42:00.000-07:00

你说分手后还可以做朋友，我送你礼物你接不接受？

从来都没想过会对你动了心。因为认识你是一件很奇迹的事情。
从陌生人到普通朋友到天天相对到我爱上了你。
我不知道以后该怎么面对你因为我既然选择放弃就不应该在回头。

你知道我有多么想你吗？
你知道为了你想哭却哭不出吗？
你知道当我看到那些东西的时候我的心是多么的痛吗？
你了解我的感受吗？

我觉得你根本不了解我的感受因为少了我一个人爱你也没什么分别...你一点都不缺。
对我在开玩笑。对我一定是在开玩笑，因为你根本不肯相信我。
不要在我要放弃的时候说爱我。我怕，我怕，我怕我会在回头爱你。

希望你们下次看见我我已经不再为这件事而感到难过。

Longggg

2010-10-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

So long since I post. Everyday at home rot haven find job! I want money, but I don't wanna work. Because I scared that when I start working it will be hard to get leave and I can't go out play! ): Ok never mind that is not important!

1. Seehian cheer up!!!! I will always be here! ^^
2. Bored.
3. I wanna sing K!
4. I miss my dog cause I just heard random barkings.
5. I am finally home! (:

Being together too much with the malaysians some how influence me abit :/ zzz....Ok I am done. BYE!

你不值得

2010-10-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

Life is getting fucked up these few days. It's not because of pms. Fuck up much! ARGHHH!!! Who ever knows -.- never mind suan liao. So many lao lan people nowadays. *(&%^@*&!^* nvm nvm nvm. Cool down. No mood to post. BYE!

Lost..

2010-10-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

Last friday went to make egg tarts with Seehian and Ruixian! :D had fun. Haha egg tart taste
nice too. Bo bian cause is we make one. LOL.

'N' level is ending which means holiday are coming! ^^ gonna have fun. Start working too. Go shopping.

I wanna let go....but 我舍不得...some one teach me how. I can't take it anymore. Even if it is out with you for a second you make my heart go back to you again. I don't wanna say too many things here. 为什么你不肯相信我对你是认真的...

Despo

2010-09-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

I really hate him. Arghhhhh really feel like slapping you -.-

Tmr im gonna meet Seehian and Ruixian! yay!

Ok i am really lazy..bye!

Badass

2010-09-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

Due to some desperate human that asked me to post desperately I shall post now -.-

1. I never go school today!
2. Haoru thus scolded me for not sleeping & not going to school!
3. & he continued by scolding me for not sleeping & studying!
4. He even asked me to say that he is a badass for scolding me!
5. So, I refused to write but he threaten me...

Ok I am lazy already..bye!

Insomnia

2010-09-27T13:12:00.000-07:00

I seriously need to get back to normal sleeping pace O.o I am like waking up in the morning and then sleep for the afternoon then I will be awake for the whole night while others are sleeping -.- I think I last time ton too much with Seehian that's why become like that! Haha joking.

Ok I can't sleep! I can't stop thinking. I can't stop the fear. I want you to be only mine. Its not possesive. But I know its hard for you...Once a flirt always a flirt. Oops. Haha. Ok I am bored bored bored bored.

My parent's room alarm clock is ringing like no tomorrow and they haven't wake up. The noise is already at my room -.- make me think of those day working at the factory! Haha! Saw hypocol today! Make me have creeps! LOL.

Should I take the initiative to ask or wait? I really want to know. Are you lying to me, just telling it to me for fun or are you serious. Hmmm. Ok I am getting sleepy already. But I can't sleep now! Because I sure cannot wake up tomorrow! Shall find some show and watch! :D bye!

答应我

2010-09-25T11:04:00.000-07:00

I am posting at 2am -.- oh my god.

Nothing just feeling so emotional all thanks to you. I have decided to give up. But whenever my feeling for you start to fade away you will contact me. Just like last year...you are just another person that made me go bonkers for you. Stop treating like I am kidding please..You are killing me...stop it.

一. 让我保护你

二. 让我照顾你

三. 说你愿意

我只希望给你多一点..我只要你开心多一点. Can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend. 你说你害怕因为受过伤不需要害怕因为我不是他...

This post is only for you...stop making me confused by what you are thinking. Stop making me getting the wrong idea. Ask you, you never answer the question...what the hell is this.

PS: The heart is for you...

MAF

2010-09-23T08:16:00.001-07:00

Mid Atumn Festival! My day was not wasted! (: Went out ZZZ with Haoru and Leeleng! Had dinner then off to lot one to study! Then see got time went to buy candles and play with it. Haha its been so long since I last play it (: Then Leeleng went off. Haoru took out and see the time. We witness 11.11 together! LOL. Haha but then, those wish wont come true. Ok that's it. Bye!

PMS

2010-09-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

There is one less reason for me to check up on my blog now. Feel so.....(i dunno what's that word) because I removed my tag board! (:

Ok never mind. Having my pms few days ago. So those who really piss me off I have really pissed off. Well there is only one actually. Seldom get so angry with people. I don't normally use the word fucking on people too. First time I use this word on people with a very seriously agitated and pissed off mood. Zzz for you man. You did it! Happy or not?! I usually have high tolerance for friends.

Asked you to stop asking but you keeep asking. Seriously if you don't ask maybe we can still be friends. But now you are forcing me to say what I don't wanna say I don't think we can even be friends. You promised not to say it out but I think you did.

Trying to make me feel guitly? No you failed! Try harder k! (:

Always for you.

2010-09-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

I finally remove my tag board! Like no one tag at all O.o ok never mind! Promise someone to make breakfast for her tomorrow! For her to eat during recess! (: second time I cook things for people! First time is for Seehian I remember! Haha.

Ok I am getting so worried these days...dunno why. Stop making me so worry for you!!! ): Ok bye nothing to post anymore! :D ohhh, this year christmas I do not need to worry anymore! (:

Ignore

2010-09-13T04:53:00.001-07:00

Firstly I blog because I am bored.
Secondly this page is dying!
Thirdly I think I trusted the wrong person.
Fourthly I am starting to ignore when my P talk to me.
Fifth feel irritated when you come sms/talk/comment on my status or whatever.
Sixth miracle has just occured.
Seventh want to find back the past me.
Eigth having a good opposite sex friend is great.
Ninth gonna block some people from seeing my post on facebook.
Tenth feel like I have been used.

(:

2010-09-09T08:32:00.001-07:00

Today went out with Haoru, Ruixiang and Leeleng!! :D First went to meet Haoru at yewtee then went to Leeleng's house downstairs. Slack awhile Leeleng came down waited for Ruixiang together! Went up to leeleng house play monopoly deal card. Haha like funny while playing. Then use com awhile then Ruixiang went off while me, Leeleng and Haoru went eat! After eating Haoru went off so me and Leeleng went to slack awhile. 10 plus go wait bus and reach home!

Feel like removing my tag board..no one is tagging and that makes me look like no one is viewing my blog so maybe removing it I will feel better. HAHA

Misunderstand

2010-09-05T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a fine fine saturday! As usual went to work. Around 7 plus received a call and it ruin my feeling for the rest of the day. Sorry to working peeps my mood was not good. Xiao hei shouted at me and I am like tears coming out because of that damn news. Thanks AQ for explaining to xiao hei. Like sad.

Today went to work too. Mood was quite good. Because I know that he doesn't want to see me like that too (: so have my good day today. Had fun with working peeps! (: All things around me don't matter so much now.

Wanted to share but the other party don't give a damn. What's the point then I ask. So conclusion is don't share anything (:

Cool

2010-09-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today went to changi airport find Seehian and Xian! :D Although its far but I think its worth it! (: after accompanying Seehian cut hair then went over to have lunch cum dinner. They finally said why they ignore me!!!!!!! Haha I am sorry kay!!! Come kiss kiss!! (:

Okay then opened their present! WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD PLEASE!! HAHA LIKE EPIC! When emo can take a look and all your emotions will go away and vanish like *poof* seriously like funny! Ok I promised not to post on facebook.............but..............not BLOG! Haha! Shall post it when I have time (:

Oh and Ruixian!!! Remember to print it out! I want put in my wallet! When emo can see! While in the exam hall stress also can see! :DDDDDDD!!! HAHAHAHA! :D

Disappointed again

2010-08-29T09:31:00.000-07:00

These two days working at zi zai zhai had fun (: can forget all my troubles by working. I enjoyed working there. Come have some food I will be working on saturday and sunday from 5.30pm onwards. Woo~

Not as stress as delifrance. Hmmm can get some experience too.

Was sad and restless about an issue that I faced currently. I don't know for how long can I continue holding on. I don't know for how long can I really bear with it. Just that I am richer by a bit doesn't mean that I stole the money. It wasn't you all who gave it to me. I earn it with my own hands. Whatever you all are just oh so biased.

Not even reaching the full month after gaving birth to me, you handed me over to aunt. Weekends you wanted me to go back when I was small, but I refused so you threw me into the car. Even when aunt see it she is heart broken. Ez-link card, phone top up card and birthday bbq which one have I even asked money for it. Sometimes I don't even have allowance. Some people just got $20 and I got none for the day.

You requested me to show you something using computer so I showed, but the page was loading very slow and it doesn't appear so you scolded me stupid, un-comparable to your bro. I needed money for the dentist you ask me to give the rest to someone. You called me and ask where I am, when am I going to pass the money to that someone and I said I may not be going home so, in anger you kup my phone without even saying bye just because there is no money for that someone.

I did everything for the house when there are events, in the end what I get was scolding when I forget to take the cups ONLY while that someone is in the room. Forget to do something and you reprimand me for not doing it and ask me to go do it NOW. When that someone didn't do it you rather do it yourself rather than reprimand him for not doing it.

I shall stop giving a fuck to this house anymore. Everything I do is just not good enough. Money lost is also me. Next time I shall just say I don't have money, I am poor. Locking myself in the room and live in my own world. Speak only when needed, get out of room only when needed, communicate only when needed too. How envious am I when I see other kids being treated good. I only get treated good when I am with my aunt........raising is always bigger than giving birth....

Bored

2010-08-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since I last posted. But its like no one is viewing :/ maybe I should just post for the sake of posting. Hmm, nothing much these few days. Had some experience on YOG as it is like once in a lifetime (: Happy!! No regrets. Ok shall end now. Don't know what to say anymore.

Appreciate

2010-08-15T09:18:00.001-07:00

Those up there are the pictures for 14 August and 15 August! :D Enjoyed this two days. Haha. There are more at facebook! (:

14 August was my actual birthday date. Was actually quite sad when no one is free. Ok never mind. So meet up Leeleng at CCK MRT Station then went to queenstown to do my customised tee (: Then off to Marsiling. Went to Huizhi house. After class Leeleng asked me to stay with her to wait for her "friend" so waited until 11pm. Then she tricked me down. After that got suprise by them because they gave me a birthday surprise! Although I some what guessed it. Haha really appreciate it! Esp Edward and Haoru you two came such a long way despite being so late already! (: LOVE YOU ALL. Oh and thanks for the people who wished me! ESPECIALLY SEEHIAN YOU ARE THE LAST! MUCH LOVE! (: AND I LOVE YOUR BLOG POST! OK LOVE DIE YOU! (: HAHAHA.

15 August went out with Ruixiang, Guolong, Leeleng, Edward and Haoru! :D it was a last min decision though. Hmm went over to yishun safra to play pool! (: then off to slack at playground then went for dinner then home! :D had fun this two days really! :D hahaha.

Tan

2010-08-08T21:39:00.000-07:00

7 August 2010

Went to plaza singapura with Ling, Fanghong and Yanling! (: Eat and camwhore in the toilet there! LOL! Then off to clarke! Bought sticky (: went to sit at singapore river! Camwhore again! Saw one baby she is like so cute! Won't cry! (: hahaha! Then went to Ling's house. Then to Weiting's house! So many things happen -.- lazy type out also. Went home sleep after that.

8 August 2010

Morning went to BB (: meet Seehian and have craps over there! Especially the story telling part -.- can laugh till stomachache. LOL! Then off to marina barrage. I want sun tan one! But they want shady place -.- sian. Haha then play some games, have fun (: although it is tiring. Then after that off to have dinner at aljunied. Their food like (Y) but after renovation the place like not the past aljunied anymore ): the past aljunied is more 'nice' haha. Then went to Jasmine house then home.

Felt

2010-08-03T12:05:00.000-07:00

Getting emo this few days. On monday I see that people do change.

Things are already different from the past.

I tried very hard not to think about it anymore...

but I realise that I cannot do anything to change it.

The pain is going on and on inside my heart.

I wanna go back to the past where we were all so "original".

I don't know what has caused us to become like this.

We almost become like stranger.

Just a little bit more and we will become stranger.

Nothing can describe the pain in my heart.

I don't know how to continue any more.

Without it I am just a nobody.

I miss the old us.

Would you even care if I ever tell you how I feel.

I don't think you care because you will only think of yourself.

Everything you would only think of the advantage which would do you good.

You seldom care about how I feel.

We have to go according to your wishes.

Every decision made will always be according to you.

I realised I don't know you anymore.

Maybe we should just walk our own way and get over with it...

PS: Now I know why so many of them decided to turn against you rather then continuing being with you....

BBQ!

2010-08-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was saturday! Which means its my BBQ day! LOL! 7am plus kanna woke up by my mum -.- then I can't go to sleep after that. Omg. Then went to meet Gina off to bangkit. Then go to Leeleng house take things.

Huizhi and Jinyin came to my house to help me take things. I am so happy they came to help me because those things are not light at all. Thanks for your help! Then Renhui came. After that they all came and ate BBQ.

1am plus like that off to Xueyin house. Nua until 5am plus then sleep! LOL. Then this morning went to have lunch with them (: Then came home at around 6 plus. Haha. I love the present they gave me. Shall appreciate (:

I am so sorry because I make some of them feel boring. I am really sorry. Sorry to Ruixiang to make him come all the way here then have to go home with a very very expensive cab fair. ): sorry to those who think is boring and those who I really have not been entertaining throughout.

2010-07-29T08:32:00.000-07:00

No matter whatever shit happen
I will take with with a noramal heart.
No use thinking so much.
Baby you will
always be a part of me.

Drive!

2010-07-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today never go school!!! Oversleep -.- then father suddenly come back! LOL! Scary. Ok never mind then 2 plus went to take 190 go funan find Seehian! She working! Then go off at around 4 plus! :D

Went greenridge meet Gina and Junqiang! Ate then went off. Went to Jasmine house! (: after that went for class! She went up take things so took her car key and start her car! Omg it's like fun! :D heheheh! Then drive forward a little bit! Hahaha! Can't wait to start learning how to drive.

I believe it's not really hard for auto! LOL! :D

Undescribable

2010-07-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Long time since I post. I don't even really remember what I do already. School, school, school and school. Nowadays really very pek cek. Cannot control my temper. Saw the things I dun wanna see, hear the things I dun wanna hear.

This guy that is getting on my nerves, another guy making so angry over someone. All these things plus together already can make me kill. Since you are such a flirt from today onwards I shall treat you coldly. Not gonna be like last time.

Heart has die once more. Just like how it was last year. The worts time of all. Trying my best to ignore ignore ignore ignore ignore!!!!!! ):

Touch it.

2010-07-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

Went across Lijing blog and I saw this story! I LIKE IT. OMG.

An old man live alone in Idaho. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Bubba, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament.

Dear Bubba:

I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me.

Love, Dad.

A few days letter he receive a letter from his son.

Dear Dad:

For heaven's sake, Dad, don't dig up that garden. That's where I buried the BODIES.

Love, Bubba.

At 4am the next morning, FBI agents and local Police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. The same day the old man receive a letter from his son.

Dear Dad:

Go ahead and plant the potatoes now. It's the best I can do under the circumstances.

Love Bubba.

Mahjong

2010-07-15T09:40:00.000-07:00

Today went to find Seehian. Meet up with her friends at zi zai zai! (: then went over to her friend house for mahjong! (: then 6 plus like that go Seehian house awhile. Watch tv, disturb her and walk around. Tampines has many cats that like to stare at me!! Hor hor hor Seehian hor?!!? T.T

9 went home! Reach home use com then go bath! (: when I walk to my room trying to on the fan............................................................................................fck it's spoil!!! Fml man! ): no use fan! Pian yi mei hao huo! (cheap things don't come good) Serious sia walao like shag! ): awwwww!

W252

2010-07-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

Well few days ago was surfing on the web for laptops. Then I saw this sony web so I clicked in and I saw this wireless mp3 headphone/earpiece. It's water resistance and it's wireless! You can listen to song just like that! Omg isn't it cool -.- LOL. So, I dragged Ling to go and buy this with me! and I bought the white one! :D haha so happy! (:

Spider webs

2010-07-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

Ok I should really start posting already cause its gonna have many spider webs on it soon. LOL. Ok let me recall last week what did I do. Hmmm.

Monday Youth day went out with Xitong, Gina, Huaysin, Yiling and Gina's cousin. Watch Esclipse. Ps. I was being irritated by Gina to go watch if not I don't even wanna watch. Haha. Then went home.

Tuesday went to school then went to lot one to sell off my phone with Gina. Then around 6 plus went to Jasmine house. Then off to funeral. Saw Seehian and many other people. Don't worry we will always be there for you (:

Wednesday also go school. Then went home. Night 10plus like that went off to find Seehian then until morning go her house sleep. Wake up at around 2pm like that. Then Seehian accompany me to polyclinic see doc. Off to meet Ruixian went to have prata and many other food. (: Went to funan digital mall to get our pay! Then went home! :D

Friday was too sick to go to school so stayed at home. Flu, throat pain and cough T.T omg. Then went to plaza sing with Gina. She is like accompany me to plaza sing to eat then go off le. Haha. No life. LOL. Then off to meet dajie for movie. Went to chill until 1am like then cab home from esplanade.

Saturday went to watch despicable me with Gina! The yellow yellow round round thingy is damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg can I have them as pet. LOL. Its really damn cute!!!!!!!!! Ok then went to marsiling with Leeleng. Then went to Ling's house! :D Then home.

Full.

2010-07-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

Ok let me update about yesterday which is thursday 30th June 2010! Went to cineleisure for K box with cherlydin at 2plus. Then sing until 5pm then off to chinatown to meet Seehian! We both was so stupid -.- one take the wrong line while one almost lost and so walk one big round!

Then finally meet dao her! Haha! Walk around then saw our place where we were suppose to have dinner at so decided to wait for them there! :D then sherlly por came so went to walk walk around. Then 7.30 like that meet up with them for dinner!

The dinner was a nice one and a very full one. All along crapping with Seehian only! Pei he ah! (: had a nice time with them. Always (: haha. Then went home! :D Today went to school! Ask that Gina sit beside me jiu complain so much! Hai yo! So dissappointed with you! No more biscuit for you alreasy! Hahahaha! :D

100

2010-06-27T22:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to BB (: saw the usual people. As usual have fun too! :D After that went to bugis for toy story 3. Some parts were cute and funny! Then went over to roma deli for dinner. After that suppose to go for pooling seesion but as the bus is hard to find so drop the idea (: took circle line at esplanade station then change to dhoby gaut station then home!

Some overdue pictures! :D that day went to east coast with Ling and Leo for cycling! Then stop at 7pm plus the went to town! Walk around then decided to cab home! The taxi uncle very pro make me and Ling roll around the taxi! LOL! When it turns, it's either me or Ling roll to the other end of the taxi seating -.- was laughing none stop! LOL!

This day went to JB with Tian Wei, Lijing and Lihui (: Reached bugis the take express bus to johor. Meet up with Yanru and Yoon Jie (: went over to the park for some games and a mini picnic. Did have fun but was sweating none stop! LOL! Then 7 plus went home reach home at 9.30pm! :D

Don't stand where I can't see you.

2010-06-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

Found this on Ruixiang's blog! Think that this is well I don't know how to describe it! Been getting lazy to update here now! Omg, but I promise I will update when all the photos come in! :D Soon soon! (:

Balloons!

2010-06-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

Wow it's been so long since I update! Last whole week basically have been going out all day long! Friday to Sunday is the most fun part! Spent my time with fun people! (: I really enjoyed it. Spending time with the primary 1 to 3 makes me wanna open a kindergarden -.- OMG! Am I saying this kind of thing? Haha miracle only! :D I am starting to have good opinions for the kids. Only SOME! Not all! Hahaha.

Litters.

2010-06-14T08:34:00.001-07:00

Came to post! This 4 days working with these people! :D have fun, laughter and compeititive moments together! Sales wasn't a easy thing. This kind of thing depend on how lucky and unlucky you are just like what SeeHian say! I agree too!

Was kind of unused to not working although its tiring! It's the last day and look at the litters around us. Haha like rubbish dump like that! :D I will mis everything there! Customers, da kelvin, xiao kelvin, Jeffrey and the working cliques!!! Haha. Hope to see you all soon.

WORK!

2010-06-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

Working these few days! No time update! Shall update on monday! :D

Tags reply on monday too!

Crazy!

2010-06-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

Finally can upload pictures!! But, it's overdue de -.- ok never mind! Yesterday went cut hair with Huizhi! Meet her at 2pm. Cut le then go her house! Saw her brother! He become dark and abit abit abit only fit le. LOL!

Then 5plus went to meet Seehian! Suppose to meet at esplanade! But she so late so went to payar lebar wait for her!! Was like siao one inside the cabin. Then she say we should not go out together next time if not people will think we are siao! Haha!

Then go eat! Late le then rush back to city hall MRT station to meet Seehian's friend! Luckily found one short cut which was far more faster then the undrground!! Then went to funan digital mall for training! Then 10pm went home! Reach home at 11plus!

Vampire!

2010-06-04T20:29:00.000-07:00

Blogger is so cock up man! Wanna upload pictures also cannot! #!%#$#%$@%!#%^*!!! ): Never mind! Yesterday suppose to have training! But that person suddenly cancel! So decided to go find Seehian and Ruixian! :D Reach Seehian house at about 10am like that! Wanna spam her wake up one! BUT THIS TIME SHE WAKE UP SO EARLY!!!!

For once only! Haha then Ruixian came! Seehian went out pang seh me and Ruixian at home watch the vampire show! Ruixian keep screaming! LOL! :D Then went 800 plus there eat. Then went to century square buy ice cream! Off to Seehian house again! 8plus like that then go home! :D Monday meeting her for dinner then go for job training :D

BBQ!

2010-06-03T07:12:00.001-07:00

Yesterday!!! Afternoon meet Gina collect her things then go ten mile eat! Then Ling call me go down vivo so I went! Left at 4.30pm then went to city hall find Seehian and friends for interview! Then went to BBQ. That's all I am so lazy to type. Don't feel right now. FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!! ):

Silver

2010-06-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today! Wake up at 10am! Then go take bus go tampines find Seehian! Went her house she used a retarded way to welcome me! LOL! Then watch jiang shi. She say got one part Ruixian scream out! So I watch that part tooo................................but...............................I NEVER SCREAM!!! LOL LOL!!!

Hahahaha! Then 2pm parted with Seehian! Off to meet Xueyin! Went to simple food eat! Got our food mixed up! LOL! Then I go "cha" her bake rice until very shiok because starting I thought that was mine! LOL! Cab to E-hub! Went to yummy green then off for pooling! :D long time since I last play! Parted with her at about 5pm.

Went to simei find Seehian! AGAIN! LOL! Then meet Seehian's friends Kaisiang and Jamie. Play poker and the very confusing monopoly -.- totally catch no ball. Like a kid learning how to read ABC -.- then 9.30pm walk back from simei to Seehian's house! Took cab home. Told Seehian that I want only comfort de cab! Not the red one and the silver cab! Then one silver cab went pass then she ask me:

Seehian: Eh why dun wan take silver cab?!
Me: Cause it's too silver!

HAHAHA! Funny. LOL! Tomorrow meeting Seehian again! Sian only. LOL joking joking.

Jealous.

2010-05-28T21:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to meet dajie!! Watch 3D movie! Then went to city hall awhile. At mac until 10.30 then go home! Tsk let dajie know the things she shouldn't know!! Shag shag shag shag!! Always act dumb dunno why suddenly so clever -.- Reach home at 12am then 5am then sleep! LOL!

Do you know how jealous I was when I saw all those things...I can't say it out. You would ignore me if I say it out. For sure because I tired it before. I want things to be this way while not the other way. What can I possibly do...Jealousy kills.

2010-05-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

As I lookBeyond Simei ITE

To examine the future what it might bring...

The water begin to fade . . .

As the water lays beside me

Grasping my breath,

I THINK of the crazy ZIYU

And the vision of my future appears

We were together SHITTING in the toilet shouting 123!

I see your shit my friend.

That retarded poem on top is made by Cherlydin -.- always do retarded things! Hahaha! (: later going meet dajie!! :D post when I am back! :D

Lies

2010-05-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

I am back to posting after like so many days! Haha. From monday to wednesday is all intensive! Bored only but but but, we in air con room, so still can ta han a bit! Haha (: after intensive went to plaza with Karen, Shiying, Jessie, Jackie and Kelly! Print photos!

Then Shiying and Jessie went off so left me, Karen, Kelly and Jackie! Went to long john then after that Jackie and Kelly went off. Went to find Sera, Karkei, Mabel and Amanda! (: Then after that go home. Boring days.

Oh thanks RUIXIAN for wanting to help me with my problems! But its ok (: haha I found solution already!! :D

Hard

2010-05-23T06:52:00.001-07:00

I am back after 4 days of not posting. Its so long. Haven't done anything yet. Friday went junction 8 with Gina then to town then go plaza then home! (: Today went for class! Sit with Seehian! Was laughing like some mad person and we are like entertaining ourselves only! Haha! She laugh until got tears then rub it on my arm -.- siao peh! Haha but still, keep laughing! (: saw many other people! Miss them! (: Then after that suppose to go out with Jingru they all. But due to the blur me I forget bring my wallet out! ): so decided not to go! ): next time next time! Shag never bring wallet! ): tomorrow whole day intensive! Shag only!

Little more.

2010-05-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

Well I came to post by the request of Gina! See your face then I come post one ok! So lazy. Today sick never go school! So 1pm plus went to polyclinic! Suppose to meet Leeleng for lunch because her school is just beside the polyclinic but my phone suddenly no money! And that bugger dunno how to call me! ROARRR!! There goes my lunch! ): Then suppose meet Gina but due to my tiredness I didn't! Sorry ah! Then went plaza find Ling, Yanling and Fanghong awhile! See I told you all I will post your name big big big big big! Haha then after awhile went home! Took my medicine and I feel a little drowsy now! Because its cough syrup -.- shag! Tomorrow got school! More shag! ):

Aimless

2010-05-15T09:40:00.000-07:00

Saw this thing while searching on google.

There was a blind girl who hated herself justbecause she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, shewould marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see theworld, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Its touching. This reflects the human heart. 人有时在做错的时候不觉得自己做错了. Haiz human.

Ok start on friday! Friday went home at 11.30am! Then went out to find Gina slack! After that meet KanJie slack together! Then saw Cherlydin so 4 slack together! Haha! After that 6pm accompany Gina go shop and save buy things! Then go find dajie!

Reach town! Emo infront of heeren cause waiting for dajie! LOL! Then went to taka eat "ba zhang" eat until halfway half of my "ba zhang" drop on the floor T.T then went home at around 11 plus! Reach home at 12am plus!

Saturday meet Leeleng go town! AGAIN! Bought clothes. She keep hitting me! One day I will be covered in bruises because of YOU! LOL! Haha then 4plus went home! Night my house got class so Leeleng came! As usual she keep hitting me! LOL! Retarded. Then she went home. Gonna sleep soon!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG HUILING!!!! ENJOY YOUR DAY! :D I MISS YOU! I WANNA UPDATE YOU ON MANY THINGS! DON'T GET DRUNK AGAIN! THROW FACE. LOL JOKING JOKING. 18 YEAR OLD LIAO! HAHAHAHA! OLD LIAO OLD LIAO. LING OLD LIAO. BUT YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE 18!! I THINK YOU GO WATCH M18 WILL STILL KANNA CHECK! LOL LOL! RELAX AH! YOU SURE ASK ME GO BANG WALL AGAIN! HAHAHA! K DON'T DISTURB YOU LE! ENJOY YOUR 18 BIRTHDAY! :DDDDDD

Sometimes.

2010-05-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today very hot! Accompany Gina go lot one find her mother then go aunt house! Stay there until 6pm! Then go home! Now online. Sian, no one chatting with me. Gina change her name to BABY! For me only! Cause I want make her hair stand! LOL.

Amanda is an arsehole! Keep not free still want walk to school romantically with me! ): I miss you! Hoping for monday! I got many many many many things to tell you!!!!!!!!!!!! ): is not a little! Is MANY MANY MANY MANY!!!!

Sometimes you wanted to tell people how you feel, but they just won't understand and they will continue what they are doing. Its okay if it is only for awhile, its okay if its only occasionally. Everytime, every minute, every second not bored ah? Talk to you and you start that thing again. Seriously I am getting pissed. Not that I can't take joke, just that I am getting irritated by it. Influence will get on very quickly. Soon many people will start too. Carry on if you all want, ignoring is the only thing I can do because if I talk back you all will get worst. Numb by it, silent is the best. I don't care if you see this, because if you think I am talking about you then so be it because I am only posting my feelings nothing to point on seriously. I am tired on this topic already.

You wasn't for me

2010-05-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

Today in school very bored! Do those same things! Sian! Hmm then went to simei ITE to find cherlydin! Then go Ehub eat! Always so crazy with her! Miss her sia ): no one can crazy with me until so jialat except her! LOL!

Walk to pasir ris MRT station! Then go clarke quay buy her sticky! :D then went home at around 7 plus! Had a nice catching up with her! Cannot stand her siao-ness. So I choose to ignore her. LOL! Hope to go out with FangHong and Cherlydin soon! I miss the 3 of us going out...

Not forgetting Ling, Amanda and Sera! :D go out during holiday okayy! Its been so long ): miss you all...

Mixed

2010-05-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hello its been 6 days since I last posted! Haha finally so long never post. Well I don't know what to post either so I shall randomly post something in case you all ran away -.- today pang seh 2 human because of one funeral that I went...sorry Gina and Seehian! ):

After I went to that funeral I have many thoughts. Apart from sweating none stop I think that life is fragile. The minute before you may be as healthy as a bull but the minute after you may just die. I went for qing ming jie last month. I went past some tombstone, and some tombstone was faces of little babies. This is so sad isn't it. Well treasure your life, treasure everyone around you because after getting pass this chance there may not be a chance anymore.

I think this post is getting emotional. Well I can't make it not emotional too because the one blogging is very emotional. Choosing one from your favourite 2 is difficult...

Paranoid...

2010-05-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

See Gina I said I will grab your face for my blog! Haha! Today after school go slack with Gina at fajar again!! Today she keep say I am gonna force kiss her! ): please lo! Come on Gina hahah i don't wanna get killed! :D Gina wants me to hug her too! LOL! Inside joke. Hmmm, if everyday slack with her like very no life ah. Haha joking! Pork egg, Karanguni, Hughug and Wu! Nickname for Gina! Haha that's all! Bye~

Just now text Seehian and told her how paranoid I was for the coming of January...I dunno what to do when January comes although its still long. Come on Ziyu! Its still long! No need to be scared...although I keep saying this to myself I still cannot stop the paranoid in my heart...what will you do when you know that I have become "different" already...I don't dare to face you anymore...

Free

2010-05-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

Me and Seehian!

Ruixian took an unglam shot of me tying a thing on my hair! ):

Birthday present that we did for RUIXIAN!! Haha! Ps our art fail! LOL!

This few days was so busy until now I have the time to sit down and post. My gosh. Hmmm lets start from friday!

FRIDAY!

haha thank god is friday today! After school went for oral! Mrs Law guai lan! 2.30pm then start oral! Hmmm, but never mind after oral went to meet Ling for food tasting and after that went to watch IP man 2! Its awesomeeeee! The whole cinema was full until the first row was so fully occupied too! :D Love it! Then reached home at 12am!

SATURDAY!

went to Guolong's farwell lunch! With Guolong, Leeleng, Ruixiang, Zhuxian and Zhixian! Went to 8 treasure restaurant! :D Had a nice lunch then went to simlim tower! Then went to bugis junction for our dessert! Then we parted at 7pm plus! Then went to dinner with Leeleng and Guolong at zi zai vegetarian restaurant! The food there was nice! Then home! Reach at 9pm plus!

SUNDAY!

Went to find Gina to slack at fajar! Slack from 11am to 5pm! :D crap many many! Keep changing our slacking place! Went for some sticks with Gina. Hmmm...then went home at 5plus! Haha! 11pm like that went to tampines to find Seehian, Meiling and Ling! So suddenly decide to meet Ruixian on monday! Then around 1am plus parted with Meiling and Ling! Went to Seehian house she cooked maggie for me! Had a good good supper thanks to her! Then carried on with Ruixian's present! But, our art fail so negative x negative = positive! So that means our art pass if we work together!

MONDAY!

Morning woke up! Saw Seehian sleeping unglamly! I was laughing to myself like a retard when I see that -.- HAHAHAHA! Then afternoon like that went to meet Ruixian! Went to simple food for our lunch! Then went to SP slack! Then Meiling and Ling came again! Saw them! After that follow by others. Went to Seehian house again then to woodlands. Then home! :D Long long day before I posted. Hmm...tired!

goodbye ):

2010-05-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

I am here to post specially for Guolong bro. You are going in tomorrow already and I seriously enjoyed my last day with you. Its gonna be out last lunch. Come out and we must eat together again! Good luck in NS. I have decided not to send you tomorrow in case I get emotional.

You have to miss us doing things together. Watching movie, going for activities, crap and joke together, cut hair together and eating together. You are just like another WenYa going off so suddenly. Suddenly one sms says that you are going in on monday and I haven't prepared yet.

Don't forget us. You can forget other people but you cannot forget me! Cause I am your brother. My dearest brother I ever had. I treat you like my own brother. Come out, get your monthly pay and treat us to some dinner or lunch! That is what you promised me. Okay my post ends here for you. Good luck in NS, I (we) are gonna miss you (:

PS: What will happen if RX and ZX goes in too? ): I may get more emotional....

-.-

2010-05-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

I AM SO LAZY TO BLOGGGGG!! ):
LET ME BLOG TOMORROW!
SO TIRED NOW ALSO!
TAKE A BATH AND SLEEP!
BYE HUMAN BEING! :D
GOING TO FIND SEE HIAN TMR!

Slackers

2010-04-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today went home straight after school! Guai right?!!? I know I know. LOL! Omg my post will have Gina name AGAIN!! Bo bian ah this few days keep slacking with her -.- sian. LOL! Joking joking. After school went fajar with Gina drink tea! After that send her home! Then I go home!

6plus go find Gina again! LOL! Jovin came and we slack all the way till 10plus! Then home! I am so lazy to type out the details :/ sian tomorrow got SS. Kns sure fail for sure. Haha!

Stress

2010-04-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

Today only exam exam and still exam! Mother tongue paper! Gina say I do until very relax because she saw me sleeping everytime! Haha! She treat my leg as portable chair ah! Keep sitting on my leg! Still say my leg is her portable chair! LOL! Than after exam very shag so go home sleep! :D Sleeping is essential to me now.

Sunday maybe going find Seehian! Shall spam sms her! I LOVE TO SPAM SMS HER! Haha its a form or entertainment for me. She say wanna slap me! ):

44

2010-04-25T08:06:00.001-07:00

Okay I am so sorry the photos are damn disorganised! WTF! LOL! I am finally home after 2 freaking days! LOL! Let me start the explaination!

23 April 2010
Didn't went school! Haha! Then went to meet Cherlydin at Dhoby Gaut! Then went over to meet Fanghong and Ling! Celebrated Fanghong's birthday! Then went to Xueyin house at pasir ris -.- DAMN FAR I TELL YOU! Then celebrated Ruixian's birthday! Until 11plus went over tampinese to find Seehian! Saw Ling, Meiling and one girl. Slack with them! Then went over to Seehian's house! Until 6am then I leave!

24 April 2010
Chiong back from tampinese to meet Gina! Honoured right! LOL! Then went school went off at 10.30 am. Like never go like that -.- Then went to BB! Decided to stay overnight there with Ruixiang, Guolong, Zhuxian, Lijing and Wanxia! Slept at 11pm. So that sums up that I am awake for 44hours! Omg record! Then overnight there. Next day had a long day (which is today). Back now! Haha!

Away

2010-04-20T00:39:00.000-07:00

Wow I am awake for 33 hours already -.- this is power. I am so lazy to elaborate today. Hmmm, anyway thanks Dajie! :D me love you much much! Went to school. Ask ShiNi help me buy food she came back empty handed! RAWRRRR! Haha joking. Today was very blur, maybe it is because the fact that I am awake for 33hours -.- JJ talks to me and I am blur. Gina dye hair! Orh hor! LOL! That sums up today! I am so lazy.

You gotta dance like nobody is watching,
Dream like you will live forever,
Live like you are gonna die tomorrow,
And love like it is never gonna hurt.

Guilty

2010-04-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today morning went BB! Saw many people! Those on top. LOL! SeeHian keep poking me with her pen ah! Keep disturb me also! Kns. Lol. Today Leeleng emo! Haha! Then after that went RuiXian house! Then off to XueYin house! Because of some things I feel so guilty. I am so sorry ): this won't happen again. then home.

Tomorrow tomorrow!

2010-04-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

Today is a decent saturday and I can't even have peace at home. _|_ went bloghopping around! I saw dearest SeeHian blog! (: she say "Ziyu see you on sunday!" Haha see you too SeeHian! And many other people like Ruixian, XueYin, HuiMin and JingRu! Miss them TTM! :D I can't wait. This time I will sure wait for you all to seat together! :D Haha! LOVES! Okay I am done here shall update more later!

people change.

2010-04-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. “Madam, what is the matter?” the hostess asked. “You obviously do not see it,” she responded. “You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat.” “Be calm please,” the hostess replied. “Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available.” The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. “Mam, I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class.” Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, “It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, the captain feels that it would be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting.” The hostess turned to the black man and said “Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class.” At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had just witnessed stood up and applauded.

That's a story above. its so cute. LOL! haha. Funny also. Today also same routine. Go school rot only. Haha. After school accompanied (force) Gina for her MT remedial. -.- was almost bored to death. Haha!! Okay then went home. Celebrated WeiQiang's birthday in class. But his birthday was on sunday so shall wish him on sunday instead! :D

Sun rise and sets, the earth keeps turning, and people change. I already knew this day was coming. Its only a matter of time. If you want to ignore me go ahead I won't be bothered by it. I don't need you because you are just another typical friend that I knew in my life. I have many other great friends. FUCK OFF!!!

Bored

2010-04-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today was a damn bored day! Starting of the first two period can bored die me already -.- its two period of english!!! Sian! Did mock exam then fall asleep for 47mins. Shiok ah! Haha! Then MT the teacher ask us to do stupid things -.- only me and JJ never do then kanna scold -.- not scold actually but rather is nag. LOL!

Then after that went home. 3pm like that went to meet XiTong and Gina! XiTong went dye hair so me and Gina tag along! Reach Ivy's house. XiTong went to dye her hair while me and Gina wait at some place. Gina keep sit on my leh ah!!! Almost broke T.T hahaha! Joking! :D Then went home! Gina don't sad la never send you home.

They have the ability to change your mind on something...while I cant.

(:

2010-04-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

These are the photos when I went to the compression run at sentosa siloso beach! Haha! Went to wave house walk walk also! Its so cool -.- LOL! Okay stop my crap lets start today!

Went to school veru tired. Was sleeping during most of the lessons. BTH ah. LOL! Then after school went to plaza with XiTong and Gina! Gina's special one came and went to walk walk around. Then go home! :D Ran in the rain thanks to XiTong -.- haha!

Tomorrow

2010-04-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

Okay I am so lazy to post pictures now as my cable is damn far away! -.- maybe I should just write today in a summary form! :D

School>Home>Plaza Sing>Bugis>Iluma>Shaw Tower>Cineleisure>Home!

Omg such a long day -.- can die ah! Lol joking. Okay school was okay only. Same everyday. Today morning took cab to school with ShiNi and Cindy. Lols lazy to elaborate. School was as usual nothing special. Lol. After school chiong home. Xitong and I went somwhere.

Went to take cab to plaza sing! Chiong there -.- meet SeeHian and Dajie! Woohoo! So I was effing hungry and went pasta mania eat! Then went to bugis to find JiaYan! She came to singapore! :D Then decided to went to iluma for movie! But no 3D one ah so we went to eat first at shaw tower. Then after that went cineleisure. Watched how to train your dragon! Its a nice movie! Omg! haha! Then until 10plus went home! But I reached home at 12am -.- LOL!

The day has come.

2010-04-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

I finally have the time to sit down and post. These few days have been going out so its rather busy! Heh :D LOL! So friday went hospital then went to cut/shave hair with GuoLong bro (: I like! Haha! Then Saturday which is today I just came back from outside. Was at lot one and say WeiQiang and co. (: they came back from band SYF. So he told me they got silver. LOL! Then went Slack with LeeLeng! Left at 12plus! Cab home! She called me and told me something! See la tell you I send you home don't want then now like that. LOL!

(:

2010-04-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

Today was a funny day although whole day I am almost alone most of the times. That ShiNi make my whole day with lameness -.- that pork egg recess time come hit me ah say I bluff her! Cause I promised to bring sweets for her! LOL! But, I forget! :D Hahaha! Cool. Then SS lecture harm pork egg kanna scold ah! Ps!

Was disturbing ShiNi throughout the lecture! She say I was her boyfriend! But I break with her already! Cause she too violent! Hahaha! Then she scold me. She say disturb her one more time she will kill me! ): So bad one lo! Hai yo!

Then after school accompany Amanda and Cecilia! Haha was laughing outside the staffroom like mad -.- haha really funny lo! Then walk home with Amanda and Cecilia! :D Fun day!

我的心不再属于你

2010-04-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

This is so meaningful! Haha!

Then today JiaHui also very random! Ask me if I miss her or not! LOL! Then she say she shy! Shy your buttock ah shy! HAHAHA!

I was asking LL to accompany me go cut hair! So she started saying that see how or whatever whatever shit. LOL! Its okay I will forgive you ah!

Yesterday some one say wanna sms me at 12am but fall asleep! Dunno who lorh hor? Hahaha! Then morning come tell me she saw the sms very happy! LOL! I know you happy la! You everyday want I also can give you! Who ask you are my PORK EGG. Only I can give you 100% roamtic-ness! (:

So lets start everything from today! First period was geog then follow by maths. Can sleep ah math! Then recess after that MT! MT also sian! Thanks to someone I have to do 2 qns of composition -.- Okay nvm. Then was physic. Today was an enjoyable one (: shall not elaborate cause I am lazy! LOL! Then after that CD. Was also an enjoyable one. Then went home after that! Slack at home! I am so happy cause I can update my twitter and facebook VIA SMS! Haha! Okay la I know I am slow but its better than not knowing anything right! LOL!

Don't do this if you do it for the sake of doing

2010-04-05T01:11:00.000-07:00

Wow today passed so fast! Its like I just woke up just now! Haha! Well went to school and its damn boring. FNN PORK EGG was sitting beside me! She say she wants to call me EVERYDAY at 12am! Haha so "sweet" of her right!? LOL! Haha! Don't forget to call me ah! Forget call next day you will know! :D

Bio miss chua was showing us how to give birth unaturally VIA video. Its disgusting and people was screaming -.- LOL! Giving birth sucks! I don't wanna give birth next time after hearing how hurt it will be! Its like your menstral cramp but 10 times painer! Wth -.- scared liao! Plus I don't really like kids. LOL!

Then now at home rot! :/ Damn boring....no one is online for me to disturb! ): SIAN! Haha!

Happy C

2010-04-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today basically just rotted at home! No life -.- ahhh nvm. Disturbing people on msn now! Like fun only! Haha! PSH SAID THAT I AM CUTE!! WAHAHAH! :DDDDD

Childhood

2010-04-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

Today was a tiring one -.- because I am posting this with a semi blank mind. LOL! Okay Just now 4.30 went to find Alvin Balls! Haha awhile only. At jurong and FYI he lives at a SUPER ULU place!!! Well anyway thanks for helping me balls! :D haha isn't the nickname "balls" so cute!? Omg I have such a great creativity.

Then cabbed over to commonwealth to meet up with ZhuXian, RuiXiang and Jasmine. Went to a restaurant. Its has been so long since me, RuiXiang and Zhuxian sitting down for a long chat! (: its a rare oppotunity. We was talking all the way since in the car and reach BB. Haha! We was talking about how our childhood goes as compared to the kids now.

Do you all still rmb a Psp like thing? But worst than psp it has no colour only black and white and it contains only one game! Which is the black and white tetris! We was so happy when we only get to play that when we was small. Kids these days are very very xin fu.

And the hop scotch! We was saying this:"I think if we tell the kids now about how fun hopscotch is they wont get interested in it" LOL! We used to draws lines on the floor to play using stones or keys! :D

Not forgetting the erasers that we went crazy for last time. The different countries erasers. We stacked it on top of other people's erasers and we own that eraser! aha! I still remember the principal banning it because we bought too much from the bookshop! LOL!

Of course we still talked about many more other things that we won't get sick of! Haha! Was fun catching up like this! I think kids nowadays no childhood already because of the advanced technology and they didn't get to enjoy those natural games anymore. Haha so sad. LOL!

So reached BB! Saw many people! Ruixian bluff me say never go in the end I saw her there!!!! Box you ah! Haha and SeeHian don't wanna say tat my green socks is cute! ): Jia yan is still the same! :D and many more other people! I am lazy to type already! Bye and goodnight people! :D

Turtle

2010-04-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

Well seeing that turtle reminds me of some one! Haha! Ang Shi ni!! ROARRR!! She keep take my paper draw wu gui ah! Haha! Because we were doing mind map for FNN today so I asked her to help me do so she took my paper and drew a turtle on it -.- so after I took back after awhile she turned and ask did I erase her wu gui away. Haha!

Then she drew something else and I don't know what is that. LOL! Haha lucky you never take art ah! LOL! Then was SS. The teacher was showing us something on the frog fail video! Haha its quite hilarous. LOL! :D

你总能平复我不安的夜晚

2010-03-31T00:31:00.000-07:00

Today! Went to school early in the morning that ShiNi come tell me I very emo at my blog! Stalker ah you! Haha! Joking! Then have lessons. Was damn boring -.- esp english I swear I wasn't doing thing correct on the notes. I can't take it. Haha! Then finish the work that teacher gave and can go off 5 mins earlier.

Si bei suay saw suki! I told him that teacher say can go already and he insisted that must wait for the bell! WTF! Slap you ah! Nbcb. Arghhh! Nvm then saw PORK EGG! <: we went out of the school together then the security guard call us then we explain to him and we can go out! :D Was walking halfway saw my bus! That PORK EGG ask me run ah! so ran after the bus!

First time I took bus so early and no one is on the bus lo! Not squeezy at all! Xin fu lorhhhhh! Hahaha! Thanks ahh PORK EGG ask me run -.- then reach home. Nothing to do very sian ): Yawns.

According to others you are stupid,
useless and can't do anything right.
According to others you are boring,
moody and can't take you any place.
According to others you suck at telling jokes
cause you always give it away.
According to others you are difficult,
hard to please and forever changing your mind.

But, according to me you are beautiful,
incredible and I can't get you out of my head.
According to me you are funny,
irresistible and everything I ever wanted.
I am into you for everything you are not. According to me.♥ baby~

Upset and dissappointment.

2010-03-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

This is touching!! ):

Well I haven't been updating already. Basically was lazy -.- LOL! I think I am so emo this few days lorh. I also dunno why. I just feel like bahh I don't know how to describe it in words. Maybe I should draw because I don't know how to describe it in words? LOL! Si bei crap. Emotions was hot and cold this few days.

Was getting on my nerves with 2 bitches <: one thinks that I am interested in her and think that she is very beautiful until I am so obsessed with her. Come on la you are nothing but my shit. Looks are so hideous. Like I said in my facebook look into the mirror alright? Haha. Laugh die me. Your attitude isn't any better alright. You look worst than my shit! (: Another one was just an annoying bitch <: irritating man. Just like a well I don't wanna hurt her you see so ya I should not type it out (: Each day passes and I feel like I am getting more and more lonely. Just like a person who is lost in the middle of the road and then thunders and heavy rain came suddenly. The only thing I could do is to find a shelter for me to hide from the thunders and rain. But when will my shelter come? Omg this post is getting emo -.- but I can't help it. The rain these few days are symbolizing the tears in my heart. You are my one and only love no one else. Please don't leave me baby ♥

Monday blues.

2010-03-28T20:49:00.000-07:00

Monday is always very bored.

2nd

2010-03-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

"what can i say?TIRED.i'm feeling different everyday as compared to the past.everything is different.looking at those old photographs reminds me of many things, both good and bad.memories, kept. not lost, but seems so lost.why is that? what now?even strangers influence.the current flows through."

Took this from fang hong's blog. I totally agree with her. I wish I could turn back like last time where me, cherlydin and fang hong was so good together. But now we hardly even meet to go out for outings and best part is the talkings between us is lessened now ): I miss those times where we crapped together like no tomorrow. Disturbing each other until very jialat and "fight" with each other :D But what can I do. Friends come and go, last time I don't believe this sentence but now I totally believed it now. What to do? Things come together and goes eventually, its just a matter of time.

Grounded

2010-03-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday kanna grounded by my mum!!! ROARRR!!!! WHY?!? Ask me and I will tell you personally. Fucking retarded! I can't even go out and need to stay at home to study! KNNBCCB!!!!!! ROARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! I can only go out if my results are better ): WTF WTF WTF!!!!! Arggghhhhh nvm work hard for mid year exam and I will redeem my freedom!!!!! Damn angry! Morning sit at parade square also kanna guai lan! Fuck man! Arghhh!! I dun like Miss Chua already! Tsk! Angry ahhhh!!!

Attitude is everything.

2010-03-24T01:12:00.001-07:00

Well today went to school and many people was like wow you finally came -.- then english lesson best! Sit outside do homework. Make me laugh only. Haha then went home alone. LOL no life biatch. Well dajie tagged me something and I think its meaningful! :D so decided to share!

There once was a woman who woke up one morning,
Looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head.

Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today?'
So she did and she had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror
and saw that she had only two hairs on her head.

'H-M-M,' she said,
'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?'
So she did and she had a grand day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed
that she had only one hair on her head.

'Well,' she said,
'today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail.'
So she did and she had a fun, fun day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed
that there wasn't a single hair on her head.

'YEA!' she exclaimed,
'I don't have to fix my hair today!'

Attitude is everything.

Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some
kind of battle.

Live simply,
Love generously,
Care deeply...

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...

It's about learning to dance in the rain.

Feelings are hard to fade.

2010-03-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

Thoughts are running through me everytime, everyday, every hour, every minute and every second. Its all about you. Ahh never mind you won't ever know. Today stayed at home and one day pass like that. Tomorrow going to school and it sucks totally. I am still in a holiday and cy mood. I really enjoyed my days there. Thank SeeHian for listening to me although its only for a short while but I still appreciate it. Drop my baby some more! Tsk! Haha joking joking. Next time pei he the earth thing together! :D Woh woh woh~ ahhaha! Okay I dunno what to type anymore.

:) oƃ ʇı ʇǝl ʎzɐ oƃ ʇǝl ˙ʎɐʍʎuɐ ǝlqıssodɯı sʇı ¿llɐ ʇɐ ƃuıɥʇʎuɐ lǝǝɟ noʎ op ˙ǝɹǝɥʇ ʎɐʍ ǝɥʇ uo ɹɐɔ ǝɥʇ uı pǝıɹɔ ı noʎ ɹoɟ ¿ǝɔuɐɥɔ ɐ ǝʌɐɥ ɹǝʌǝ ı op ʇnq sıɥʇ op oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ ʎllɐǝɹ ı ˙noʎ oʇ sɹǝplnoɥs puɐ sɹɐǝ ʎɯ noʎ puǝl llıʍ ı pɐs ǝɹɐ noʎ uǝɥʍ ˙noʎ ɥʇıʍ ʎddɐɥ ǝq llıʍ ı ʎddɐɥ ǝɹɐ noʎ uǝɥʍ ˙ǝɯ ɥʇıʍ sʇuǝɯoɯ pɐs puɐ ʎddɐɥ ɹnoʎ ǝɹɐɥs oʇ noʎ ʇuɐʍ ı ˙pɐs ǝɹɐ noʎ uǝɥʍ noʎ ɥʇıʍ ǝq ɐuuɐʍ ı ˙ǝɟıl ʎɯ uı noʎ ʇuɐʍ llıʇs ı ǝsnɐɔǝq noʎ ɥʇıʍ ƃuılǝɹɹɐnb ǝnuıʇuoɔ ɐuuɐʍ ʇ,uop ı puɐ ǝɹɐɔ ı ǝʞıl ɯǝǝs ʇ,uop ı ˙ǝɯıʇʎɹǝʌǝ noʎ ɥʇıʍ ʞlɐʇ oʇ ǝʇɐıʇıuı puɐ noʎ ǝɹouƃı oʇ ɹɐǝq ʇ,uɐɔ ʇsnɾ ı ʇnq ǝɯıʇ ʇsɹıɟ ǝɥʇ ʇou sʇı ¿sƃuıɥʇ ǝsoɥʇ ʎɐs noʎ uǝɥʍ ɯɐ ı ʇɹnɥ ʍoɥ puɐʇsɹǝpun noʎ op ¿noʎ ɹoɟ sƃuılǝǝɟ ʎɯ ʍouʞ noʎ op ˙sƃuıɥʇ pooƃ ǝɥʇ puɐ sƃuıɥʇ pɐq ǝɥʇ ˙noʎ ʇnoqɐ ʞuıɥʇ ʇou llıʍ ı ʇɐɥʇ ʎɐp ɐ ʇ,usɐʍ ǝɹǝɥʇ ɐısʎɐlɐɯ uı sʎɐp ʍǝɟ ʇɐɥʇ ˙ʇɐɥʇ ǝʇɐɥ ı ˙uıɐƃɐ ǝɯ ǝɹouƃı ʇɥƃıɯ noʎ ʇɐɥʇ pǝɹɐɔs ɯɐ ı ǝsnɐɔ ʍouʞ oʇ noʎ ʇuɐʍ ʇ,uop ı ˙ɥsıʞɔns os sʇı ˙ƃuılǝǝɟ ɟo puıʞ sıɥʇ ʎɐs oʇ ʍoɥ ʍouʞ ʇ,uop ı

Missing you is my everyday rountine.

2010-03-21T22:56:00.000-07:00

Just came back from malaysia! Wooo I had lots of fun there with DaJie, Ci En, Mei Zhen, SeeHian, Hui Ru, Li Shi and many other people there! Met great people there and know some new friends! :D haha someone bluff me say want go romantic in the end go sleep! ROARRRR!! Haha just joking. Its okay luh. Had fun seriously. I will edit my post on these 3days later.

2.05

2010-03-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Well its 2.05am now and I am not sleeping :/ soon soon I am going to sleep soon! Tomorrow going malaysia! Although I am still moody now but some one told me this :"no matter how sad or happy, you still must go through. So might as well happy right." so I should listen to her and be happy even if it is by force. Heh. I dunno what to type anymore. You are just lonely alright.

I wished I never loved you.

2010-03-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Today went vivo with JiaHui to watch being human! It was a nice show! But the part where Jack Neo came out everybody was like :"eeeeeeee!! yucks!! pui!!!" haha damn funny I tell you! Then went for out dinner at kopitiam! Then homed!

Not really in the mood to type because of one sms. When I come back from CY I hope everything will be solved because there will always be two person who will listen to me and counsel me. That two person is my xian square! I love telling my problems to both of them and I don't know why. They are a a good listener :D

Not interested

2010-03-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today went k box with Yanling and Ziling! :DDD Clementi one! Reach there sign in to room and the system got problem so cannot choose song! And we waited and waited. They extend our time from 11pm-2pm to 11pm to 4pm! Plus one jug of free coke!!! Woohuu~ nice man! hahaha! Then went lot one meet Cheryl! Saw Simin and co. Cheryl's brother very cute ah! Then went home! :D today was fun!

朋友

2010-03-14T00:32:00.000-08:00

这些年一个人
All these years alone
风也过雨也走
Gone through the wind and rain
有过泪有过错
There are tears and mistakes
还记得坚持甚麽
Still remember what we persevere for
真爱过才会懂
Love before and you will know
会寂寞会回首
Will be lonely and will be times we meet together
终有梦终有你在心中
Always there will be dreams and you in my heart
朋友一生一起走
Friends walk together the whole life
那些日子不再有
There won't be times like that anymore
一句话一辈子
One sentence for the whole life
一生情一杯酒
One lifetime of feelings, one cup of wine
朋友不曾孤单過
Friends never get lonely
一声朋友你会懂
By calling friends you will know
还有伤还有痛
There are injuries and pain
还要走还有我
We still need to move on and you have me

Enjoyed TTM!

2010-03-13T08:15:00.001-08:00

Today went for an belated birthday outing! It was really fun (: meet at jurong east MRT station at 3 then headed to vivo! After that went sentosa! Went RW first took picture with the globe and went to the beach! LOL! Reach the beach it was raining -.- so bo bian went to shelter! Then we played truth or dare and the numbers game! Forfeit was fun. I choose dare and they told me to shout "my name is Ang Zi Yu!!!!!!" Well I did and I was not weird because no one looked at me!!

Then went to play with the ball and blablabla. They went to bath and we waited outside. One bunch of people came and said want to take pictures with us -.- LOL! We didn't even know them? Haha but they were friendly! :DDDD! Went for dinner at kou fu then headed to vivo! Saw fireworks again! Woo~

Reach vivo went to but a cake for Ruixiang's belated birthday surprise! I told him I wanted to shit and went to buy a cake! He believed that I really went to shit and was surprised by out surprise! Haha! Then take pictures and home! Was fun today! I want the next outing again!! Hahahah!

Hmmm

2010-03-12T10:00:00.000-08:00

Its 2am now. I have pictures waiting to be uploaded. But I am so lazy to plug in the cable you see. Haha! So I am gonna post tomorrow's outing picture with the overdue pictures alright? LOL! I hope tomorrow no one is gonna be disappointed...I wished, I begged and I plead. Well haha don't talk about such things on such a happy day! (: anticipate for my post and my picturessssssss!!

Touching

2010-03-10T02:07:00.000-08:00

Nothing to update on today cause school's the same everyday. Came home surf the net and found this super touching video. Omg damn touching.

Retarded.

2010-03-07T04:35:00.000-08:00

Me, XueYin and HuiMin (:

Today morning went for class! Waited at 355! Then car came then bought us there! Saw the usuals! Was so happy everytime I see them! Esp people like XueYin, SeeHian, RuiXian, HuiMin and JingRu! I enjoyed my times with them. Saw one yellow guy and XueYin and me decided to get his number because he is sooooooooooooooo "handsome" and "cool" and XueYin cup of oil! :D HAHAHA! But turn out that he is damn guai lan ah! Tsk XueYin relax ah! Don't care him! Slap him only! HAHAHA! Then went home (:

CHF

2010-03-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

Today receive a call from Cherlydin! Super last minute ask me go out with her! ROARRR!! Then went meet her, we went to peranakan meuseum. Ok ok la she say got event then I go one -.- Then after that went to vivo city! Slacking at sky park then suddenly out of nowhere there was fireworks! Omg so sudden and nice. And the fire works was damn colourful I swear! Colourful than those that we saw normally! I swear! Then cab home from vivo! Damn cheap -.- not telling you the price! Muhahaha!

I suddenly have this thinking. Other friends you knew outside may not be good. I will treasure my child hoos friends, because they will really be the one to encourage me, be there for me whenever I fall and they are the ones that I will grow old with ;')

Sensitive.

2010-03-05T06:25:00.000-08:00

Just came back from vivo! Meet LeeLeng at interchange at 5plus! She gave me a baby milo shirt force me to say I like it -.- LOL! Then went vivo look for something then go wang jiao eat toast! She keep laughing ah! Don't know laugh for what! Siao women! Haha then accompany her take bus 188! I told her this:"the whole bus of girls only you can see only cause others all gone case!" Then she reply:"ya lo!!" She damn BHB ah! Haha I want go her house pang sai she don't let me go hai me need go home then can! Reach her bus stop say bye bye to her then went take bus 190! Head very dizzy ah! Sian half :/ then reach home! Finding people to chat on msn cause I am too bored ):

Numerous.

2010-03-04T22:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to aunt house so never go home! I only one day never online only make me feel like I have not online for 10days already -.- This morning went bus stop saw Peggy and Regine! (: Then cab to school! Was late though -.- but I use other people's name so never kanna pink form! (FYI pink form means need call parent and detention made up by the sickening school) Later meeting LeeLeng go vivo! (: update when I am back.

我想做的不只是朋友

2010-03-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

School was okay. Just like everyday. But but but today baked cake!! Wooo hooo. Mine was successful and nice to eat (: forget take picture ah! Sad. Its call pineapple overturn cake? LOL! Forget the name liao! Haha! Steal containers without paying money -.- ok la I very bad! Lol. We took pictures with FangHong, Sera, Amanda and Cherlydin. Same people, same place but different time. Haha!

Choose the right friends. They may be very good to you now until you forget your studies and make you flunk in your exams. By then you can only be a cleaner. But would your friend become cleaner with you? Ask this yourself.

I don't want you to ignore me again. I don't want us to turn sppechless again. It's good like this. I like this kind of feeling now. Maybe you aren't for me. But I am not emo-ing here, I am just saying out how I feel. I want you in my life, you are not just a friend but a very important friend. Lets just remain this way now. I love the feeling of you hitting me. I love the feeling of disturbing you. I told myself that we are just best friend and I will continue this way by treating you as a best friend not anything more. Not one step forward nor one step behind. Although I am still a little too not over you.

Just a little too not over you.

2010-03-02T04:23:00.000-08:00

I am back finally so many days! Haha actually not very long also! LOL LOL! Yesterday monday went out with YanLing! She say m)phosis got sale! I hate my kuku uniform. But bo bian ah! I need go back school do things before meeting her )))): my hair look like coconut also! Walked around 8plus took 172 home. The bus driver like shit only! Cause make us so dizzy! Haha then say bye to her!

Today went to school! As usual was slacking along! After school saw miss shorey at bus stop. Her words make sense. She told me this: "What can you do if you don't study? You need a cert! You cannot depend on your husband. When he go karaoke with other women you can only stay at home. But when you have a cert you can go out to work you don't need to see his face to live!"

Then took 920 go plaza take 963 meet dajie!! Watch percy jackson and the ligntning thief! Its a good show! But a whole row of women down there shouting dunno shout what! Siao only! Pek cek with them ah! Anyhow sit then took our seat!! Arghhhh!!! Never mind! I saw RuiXiang in the cinema!! The world is sooooooo small! (:

Fantasy in reality.

2010-02-27T03:29:00.000-08:00

Just came back from lot 1 and causeway point! (: 12.30pm meet LeeLeng at lot one there! Then went to eat pasta mania. Went 355 void deck do homework -.- when we go back lot one we saw some pupils standing down there doing flag day. So we was finding those who was chio and donate into their tin -.- then we saw F.I.R at lot one. But not many people also :/ hmm...

Suddenly receive FangHong's sms. She last minute ask me go causeway with her so I said okay because LeeLeng was going home already. Well then came home by cab (: I am so addicted to cab now. Tomorrow going ikea buy my table (: hope it won't be so expensive :/ Okay that's all bye!

Funny!

2010-02-26T05:27:00.001-08:00

Why Women should not take husbands shopping!

This is why women should not take men shopping against their will.

After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Shopping mall.

Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out quickly. Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she loved to browse.

Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Shopping mall:

Dear Mrs. Ho,

Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Ho are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.

1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking.

2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.

4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official voice, 'Code 3 in Housewares. Get on it right away.'

5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to put a bag of M&M's on layaway.

6. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. August 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they would

bring pillows and blankets from the bedding department.

8. August 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he began crying and screamed, 'Why can't you people

just leave me alone?'

9. September 4: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.

10. September 10: While handling guns in the hunting department, he asked the clerk where the antidepressants

were.

11. October 3: Darted around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the 'Mission Impossible' theme.

12. October 6: In the auto department, he practiced his 'Madonna look' by using different sizes of funnels.

13. October 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browsed through, yelled 'PICK ME! PICK ME!'

14. October 21: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, he assumed a fetal position and screamed

'OH NO! IT'S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!' And last, but not least.

15. October 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door, waited awhile, and then yelled very loudly, 'Hey! There's

no toilet paper in here!'

Cooling.

2010-02-26T04:42:00.000-08:00

Today school was fun! Cause got PE. Not because I went for PE but my classmate played baseball and they are funny! (: Laugh die me! I now find them nice but not boring anymore (: good thing right? Today POA teacher was playing michael jackson's bad! Because of the new topic bad debt -.- LOL! Then after school went greenridge with Amanda! Like finally ((((: love her! She will listen to whatever I say. My best bao bei ever (:

Always the same.

2010-02-24T03:18:00.000-08:00

I am starting to enjoy in my class. But hope it is not a moment of fun. I hope it will last although I am dreadin to wake up in the morning but I wanted to go to school. Unlike last year. Everyday I didn't wanna go to school. Haha! Today physic test, it was so unexpectingly easy -.- its really easy. I wasn't expecting such an easy paper well mr farouni disappointed me(: LOL! Then english halfway ShiNi suddenly turned back and ask this :"eh breast and butt all start with B right?!" Haha she is damn random! But what to do we are both from Ang family! (:

Saranghae

2010-02-23T02:26:00.000-08:00

My heart feels prickly and my nose turns sour whenever I hear that song. Ok stop my emo-ing. Today had fun at the bus stop after school with Ling, Fang Hong and Cherlydin. It's been so long since I had so much fun with them (: I haven't think about the future yet because I want to treasure those moments now. There are still more pictures in facebook but I am just lazy to upload :/ haha!

Wasted my time, money and feelings. But I still want to say this Saranghae. Don't worry I will get over you soon because someone told me that you are just a passerby in my life. A passerby that I once loved.

Poured.

2010-02-22T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today went to school as usual. Morning have a small conflict but it was okay already! (: After school went home to change then off to Ling's house. Then cab down to orchard cineleisure for movie. Met up with Ling's friend Sasa, Leo and XuanKai. Watch small big soldier! Then off to manhattan! They took a long time before deciding! First we walked to kou fu at the basement of cineleisure, then we walk over to 313 somerset after that walk to plaza sing de food republic first after that then to manhattan! Hungry die me ah! Haha then cab home!

Ps: I saw GuoLong at somerset 313 wearing formally!! I wonder what is he doing there? Hmm...

P/s: Edmund not free!! ROARRRR!! No one entertain me!! ):

Bloated.

2010-02-20T07:24:00.000-08:00

Shall skip today's procedure. No mood to type. I hated korean dramas or in fact many other dramas. When dramas always come to the place where they fall in love romantically or they made through alot before getting together or when the guy is handsome or cool or the parts that will make you cry like hell. Everytime after each show's ending I will keep on thinking if someone would be like this to me how nice would it be? But reality is always reality. I cannot change a thing that is straight become a thing that bends. I can't.

Just like what SeeHian told me. Since you already decided to confess then you should already know how to face it. True. I was so stupid. Maybe I shouldn't have ask you that. But since I did I am also relieved because I lay down a rock which is in my heart. I am like a fool, I always think that it is ok even if I get hurt by you. I was so nice to you because I wanted to. Even if you get speechless I would try to make you talk. I would always not give up until the last minute until you said yes or no. Many people say I am mad because of all the things I have did for you, but even if it is like this I don't mind.

You always leave me with no place to avoid. You know my weakness. Even if its a smile that you gave me I will still be happy. I prepared many things for you but is all wasted. I will love you until the day you find someone to protect you instead of me. I will remain the same for you even if you leave without saying goodbye because I am a fool.

I am a fool.

2010-02-18T23:30:00.000-08:00

Maybe this is because I am a fool.

It is okay even when I get hurt.

Even if people tease me about my foolish love.

It doesn’t matter because I am a fool.

I was nice to you because I wanted to.

I was happy for just that if you smiled just once.

I am happy just with your smile.

Until the day when her love will come.

I will just stay next to her like this.

Since it is a happy love for me just giving.

I don’t want anything else from her.

Whenever she needs me I’ll give her a hand.

Whenever she calls I will hear her.

Without a change I will be there.

Because I love you.

Because it was the love you chose.

Even the pain was happiness.

If you look back at least once.

I am happy just for that.

Until the day when her love will come.

I will just stay next to her just like this.

Since it is a happy love for me just giving.

I don’t want anything else from her.

Whenever she needs me I’ll give her a hand.

Whenever she calls I will hear her.

Without a change I will be there.

Because I love you.

Until the day you meet the person to protect you instead of me.

For a while I will stay next to you.

Because it is a happy love just looking at you.

I don’t need anything else.

So that you can rest anytime.

I will remain the same for you.

Even if you leave me without goodbye.

I will send you away thankfully.

Because I am a fool.

Screwed.

2010-02-18T21:20:00.000-08:00

Today was english common test! I have confidence because I chose 'sacrifice' it is easy to write :D next was POA! Sure fail one so I never really studied :/ bro don't kill me! Haha! Lazy to elaborate. Was walking home with Amanda, like finally. Haha told her what I dreamt about "her" I really hope it was not a dream while it is going to happen to me.